man i really thought there was gonna be more good stuff but i’m not bothering to look for stuff that’s not easily accessible so ya know that’s it show’s over
i lost three followers while doing this but got like 50 notes on these posts wow
i really did enjoy looking back and remembering what a crazy bitch i was when i was a youngster lol
i don’t regret leaving this blog, i do think it helped me get over my middle school fears and ideas that were lingering around
my new blog is helping me be a better person and it’s like a step up in the ever changing game of life
that was cheesy as fuck holy crap ok im gonna stop talking now this was fun bye
Niall wiped his hand across his forehead, leaving a trail of paint with it. He looked at the wall he just finished, proud of his work. Harry walked in, handing him a cup of coffee.
"Thanks babe," Niall said, "So what do you think so far? I was right with this color, right?" He sipped at the…
I WROTE THIS IN FIVE MINUTES WHILE HELPING MY AUNT AND UNCLE PAINT THEIR HOUSE WHY DID IT GET NOTES HOLY SHIT
A/N: this is really shitty and I hate it but oh well it happened (if u wanna know what niall says then google translate it or ask me)
The place: Room 283 in the green hallway.
The time: Sometime between 7:30 and 8 AM.
The situation: Collar bones and big sweaters.
remember when i used a real life experience and channeled it into my writing and it actually turned out ok
yes there was a girl in my spanish class with hella nice collar bones and a big sweater on and i couldn’t concentrate the rest of the day
BUT I DID NOT KISS HER OR ANYBODY THAT DAY THAT PART IS ENTIRELY MADE UP
I was texting the boy for five hours straight until three in the morning do u know how happy that makes me he stayed up to talk to me because he cares and after we finished sharing our depression war stories we were just texting like friends and that’s the best thing and he calls his guitar his wife and he was upset because he left it at school and goddamn this boy is cute
alright lemme tell u something about leo
there was a genuine like for his personality and looks on my part for a few weeks, but after spring break we stopped talking as much and reality set in a bit that we were never gonna be a thing so i gave up, and that’s when we really stopped talking
i wish we didn’t
i wish we were still talking as friends
but i fucked that up just like i do with all my good friendships like wow i suck
couples posting pictures of them on dates today had me like
i hope andrew and i last until valentines day
its in seven months
we can last that long right
- i like her back
- like really, really, really like her back
- it’s all curved right and so far i’m pretty sure she doesn’t have scoliosis so there’s a positive
- her butt
- it’s perfect
- she’s old enough to drive herself around
- her hair was pretty today
- i got a namaste from her
- she knows i exist
- well how could she not there were only two other people in class last week so like hi
FUCK I STILL GO TO THE SAME PLACE FOR YOGA CLASSES AND I HAVEN’T EVEN THOUGHT ABOUT YOGA GIRL ONCE IN MONTHS THAT WAS LIKE A ONE TIME THING WHERE SHE WAS IN A COUPLE CLASSES AND IT WAS NICE TO LOOK AT HER BUT THEN SHE LEFT AND LIFE WENT ON
i really can’t decide if the panic attack was worth it i mean i cried at least six separate times and had tremors for almost an hour after the last cry but at least the boy i like hugged me for a long time and i got a lot of free skittles out of it
lololol i liked like FIVE boys between the one mentioned here and the one im dating now i was craaaaaaazy
is anybody actually attracted to my type of personality
i’m just kind of mad all the time and i resent the world
is anybody in to that
SOMEBODY IS ATTRACTED TO ME
NOT THE ME THAT POSTED THIS FIVE MONTHS AGO
BUT THE ME THAT HE MAKES ME BE
THE HAPPY ME
THERE ARE TOO MANY GOD DAMN POSTS ABOUT CUDDLING WITH PEOPLE AND FALLING ASLEEP WITH THEM AND BEING ALL CUTE AND SHIT AND IT MAKES MY HEART HURT BECAUSE I DON’T HAVE ANYBODY TO DO THAT WITH OK NO STOP IT
i have a person that is solely mine to cuddle with
going to that party was the best decision i’ve ever made
look at me gettin all sentimental and shit
my mom thinks im depressed because i see all my friends in happy relationships and i have no significant other and im just sitting there like
thaNK YOU FOR REMINDING ME
I HAVE A BOYFRAAAAAAAN NOW DON’T WORRY PAST ME IT’LL HAPPEN JUST WAIT
How socially awkward are you from a 1 to Harry Styles?
Let’s not forget about Liam tho
the only one i could find about zayn is this one
Did yall forgot about louis?
REMEMBER WHEN I PARTICIPATED WITH THOSE AROUND ME AND HELPED MAKE A SUCCESSFUL POST??
my dash likes to fuck with me
this should’ve gotten more notes what is wrong with u people
niall literally has one marshmallow in his mouth and he’s like
"i can’t do this"
"i have gag reflex"
"this is not the craic"
"im allergic to marshmallows"
WHILE HE STUFFS FIVE OF THEM IN THERE
that video is still one of the best things that happened while i was active in the fandom tbh
i should be worried about my gag reflex now, if you know what i mean
i wish ao3 had a thing at the end of each chapter where it would suggest similar stories like what if i wanna read a bunch of coffee shop AUs but i hate having to go back to the search results like what then
i still want this
i read fanfiction about anime now
because i watch anime now
do you see me squeezing in random facts about my life nowadays